i - i - shivers i might not be able to help myself does weird arm movements i-iii ii —- i might need this, i might need it for myself yesyes, its such a - its such a fun and intellectually stimulating project to work on and andand it would be my first “real project i could show” andandand it would totally be worth the hate on lemmy and —- and i gotta do sooomething riiiight so i better do something that is fun— and video games feel like more of a chore and watching yt feels even worse sooo this is totally valid yesyes im not evil and also this is not consumerism so its good clearly and also this is good